For couple days I was virtually somewhere else. That means that any attempt to contact me was not a good idea. I made no progress with my job hunting, and it’s becoming worst than I’ve expected. There were time when I was very hopeful, then came time when I was depressed, and now is the time when I just don’t care. My present feeling about getting job is very out of my mind, and that brings serious threat, which may cause bad things.

But I think, that I’ll manage it, right now I’m convincing my self to do something, not just sit and do nothing.